madonna
there’s no art in america, it’s all sugar & war. - sophie robinson
i wake up dreaming i’ve made it here in new york i’ve made it everywhere dreaming of myself as a cheerleader the tassels of my glittering pom-poms are unblemished lines of philosophy the blue sky shines & shades through blinds the blue sky is grace kelly’s eyes in my bed where there is no art but sugar & war adorn rhetorical walls & maybe i can tell you a secret about the strength of these bedposts & maybe i can’t at the heart of sophie’s poem is sadness the still water below which the poem sinks is sadness still nothing hurts more than loving somebody who doesn’t love you the film ends & another film begins but it is the same film wrapped up in the rhetorical walls we walk through i notice a picture of a poet eating breakfast in berlin the summer before he died i think of their curious friendship the music of his voice burning holes in the ceiling the music of her voice burning holes in the ceiling i think of sunny days kayaking down the hudson into the arms of another new york to the one you knew where partisans are gathering butterflies along the meadows of the highway beneath the beautiful lights of the lower east side today offers a fraction of what you won’t be returned tomorrow the branches which held suicides are full of life green & yellow leaves jangling in the sun canaries carrying the ocean in their beaks will find a new river once the old one evaporates into the clouds of grace kelly’s eyes this is the part where you arrive home & close the door blow out every candle on the cake turn out the lights & everything is forgotten