And the award for best actress goes to
The days bleed into each other like a radiator. I have trained myself to not think of you, it is my special talent. I sing with Molly in the kitchen and pretend I have always been fatherless. Waking up in someone else’s house is my best performance, wiping my shoes on their doormat, like I have lived with them for thirty years. Making breakfast in the kitchen, like I picked out the tiles. I pretend I am married to every person I sleep next to, and in my dreams you gave a speech.