‘Not Harlem but Close’: a poem by Idman Omar

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    Not Harlem but Close

 

The place that produced me was
heavy as the heavens.
Its tiger tooth pinched monthly,
sinking into us one bill at a time
we emptied our pockets and dreams
into a concrete bowl and ate the
contents. The
ceiling peeled, it seemed to lower
each morning, overcast.
The walls of the block rocked. It
was a cradle of culture, a home for
domestics
even the trees were wild and in need of
money. The
sun
was evil, moulding homes,
rotting teeth and speech
turning you black.
The stairs always looked exhausted
like mum, pleats of
buildings compensating
becoming a baby city - so many births
to challenge deficit. Numbers
on our doors, the
number of reasons
why we were put there. One being
war didn’t want us either. The night
sank into the boys,
naturally high, the colour of
a tired sky, of darkness that
rubbed off on them when they
prowled in the dark and
fought themselves. We
couldn’t afford to die with them.
Funerals are too expensive.

 

Idman Omar

About Idman Omar

Originally from Somalia, Idman Omar is a British freelance writer and mother. Idman has previously been published with Southbank Poetry, and Guernica. Idman is a MA Creative Writing graduate from Birkbeck, University of London.